I'm having a hard time with how I've been looking lately. I've gotten huge in my mind. I'm currently obsessed with how big my arms and boobs have been lately. I know I've gained weight over the past couple of years. Yes, I know that life has been hard and I've turned to food and drink, but I should be over that by this point.
At this point, I'm completely avoiding the scale. It's been at least three months. I've debated back and forth as to whether I should just face reality or if I should continue the healthier eating I've been doing over the past week and just trust that I will lose weight in the process.
Still haven't decided. Monday is the day I am considering. But I think I will put it off one more month. Maybe after a month of watching it carefully, I won't be so horrified when I finally step on the scale.
At this point, I'm completely avoiding the scale. It's been at least three months. I've debated back and forth as to whether I should just face reality or if I should continue the healthier eating I've been doing over the past week and just trust that I will lose weight in the process.
Still haven't decided. Monday is the day I am considering. But I think I will put it off one more month. Maybe after a month of watching it carefully, I won't be so horrified when I finally step on the scale.
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